justme, i know what i want. i want to put all of this behind me and move on and learn how to forgive and just be happy. i needed to get those letters translated first, before i could do that. i wanted to make sure i wasn't making a mistake. i think he loves me, and i also think he can be foolish and immature. we are both going to different therapists for our own issues. his issue is honesty. he knows that i won't take any more lies. now, if he lies again, our marriage will be over. but if he makes an effort and is honest with me from now on, i think we have a future together. that is the direction i'm going in.
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