Wow, Orthodoc! I had only read your first post when I made my first reply to you. Now I have read your other posts. What you have managed to endure is simply amazing. I am so sorry that your life has been filled with so much difficulty. I don't have any answers either. I try all the time to understand why things happen the way they do. I want for it all somehow to mean something, but mostly I am just at a loss - both when contemplating my own experiences and then when thinking of the lives of others.
Frankly, I have been feeling very sorry for myself lately, but when I read your posts tonight, I realized yet one more time that all of us have to endure sorrow - some more than others and who knows why. My heart goes out to you. If it helps to post about what has happened to you and what is happening now, post away. The one sure conclusion I have come to is that we all are in this thing together and none of us gets out alive. While we here, we are here to offer one another compassion. And I offer you mine.
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