wow... wow.
that's one rich life story so far. and of course, you're still writing chapters.
I wish you didn't feel so bad orthodoc.
Sorry.
It is a great story, and I thank you for sharing it with us. I'm glad to hear you're not going to off yourself, really, thanks a million for that. 'preciate that. this sounds pollyanna, but it's not. you ahve a lot going for you, and a helluva a lot to look forward to, especially being part of ridiculously long lived people. That's a good thing. I'm no doctor, I'm just a friend. You **are** hanging in there, and I'm glad about that, thanks for that.
Hang in there a little bit more, ok? One day, one night, one treatment, one ordeal at a time. Reading your story--whoa, that is a hell of a lot of everything. but you weren't overwhelmed by it, you just lived it one day at a time. Tonight's no different. You have a big crappy day ahead. Drink up. Or sleep. It's gonna be ok this time tomorrow.
You'll see.
