You can, I don't mind.
Thanks for the thoughts y'all. I've been working really hard and trying to keep my mind on navigating my job. It has gotten out of hand crazy and I don't expect anything to happen until fall semester (just converted from quarters) starts. And dealing with some minor but could turn major health issues. Everything is fine, I think I'm growing up or some damn shit, at going on 48.
Still reading though. I have some issues with some things here that I am working on: is it me and what am I expecting? Or are there just some real differences and I should just back away?
Being honest as always, and appreciating my emeritus status (as ut one said) and working through my muddled brain.