[BigV]

If you believe in karma, then good. Think of it this way: "it" waited until you had your previous world changing crisis behind you. You've already survived. You already know you can face uncertainty, calamity, danger, etc. and prevail. You're already a survivor. Karma's doing you a favor. [/pollyanna]

Now.

Cancer's a favor to no one. But you will find that worrying about specific details like you already clearly know is bad enough, don't add in worry about details you don't know. What kind of masochist are you anyhow?

You're tough, smart and strong. That's a good combination for any set of circumstances. You'd want you on your team--congratulations, wish granted. You've never been in a better situation to handle whatever this is. And that *is* in your favor.