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so yesterday i emailed my wife the biggest mother f' apology of all times, with every bit of understanding of her side of every uresolved conflict we ever had that i could master of my own, and how if i understood it then i could have done things differently... continuing with how much she means to me...
based on my rough calculations of her scheduale (can't believe how much i remember her habits) i doubt she had time to check her email since... but she should today.
and i'm extremely apprehensive about it all. in the first few weeks straight after the seperation i was so furious i've attacked her on every level... am i being rediculesly stupid thinking that i still have a chance?
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