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I'm really missing him today. I want today to be over, but I hate the way his presence fades each day. Maybe tomorrow will be the day I stop feeling like he's still in the house. I'm already starting to. But I don't want to let go really.
Sorry. I'm being maudlin I know. But J is grieving him too, so I don't want to over burden him, though he's been really supportive as has Janet. And Mum is staring down the barrel of this gun herself with Dante -and probably has all sorts of mixed up feelings of loss of Pilau, releif at still having Dan, guilt at being relieved, dread at what's ahead.
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