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This is so horrible. I feel like someone's ripped out a part of me. He's been so entwined in every aspect of my life.
This is the first time I've ever lived alone. Pilau came with me when me and J split. So, other than the odd night when he stayed at mum's, I have never experienced being the only occupant. I hate it. It feels all wrong. The world feels all wrong.
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