I lack coping skills. Im sorta self destructive, and i often find it hard to care about myslef. As i see it, i could easily be doing much worse things (harder drugs, drinking) but iveset my limit at smoking and the occasional bowl of weed.
And sycamore was right. Thats what i do when im stressed out.
Normally, its about 2 packs/week and 2 cups of coffee a day.
That rate quickly goes up when im stressed or angry.
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