I've been crying too. In the parking garage. Like a fucking child.
I'm so sorry Dana. Really. I'm such a shit and I'm sorry.
Everything feels personal and my most logical part of myself telling me it's not is no help.
I, so caught up in my crap feelings, and doing something that is the exact opposite of what I always thought made a little special: understanding when people are in pain, and avoiding hurting people I care about, and trying to lift up and not stomp down.
I am so sorry.
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