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					Originally Posted by monster  Easter is dead to me too, since Pam said those nasty things.  My children will get no candy. | 
	
 you are correct. i am upset, and very angry!!!  i will put myself to bed now.  I wish we could all get along.  i will do 2 shots of vodka before going to bed, but i am upset, and a drunk.  i am sorry.  i hope your family has a great easter.  for me...i will be alone.  I am too embarassed to go home, and I live a lie every day...
I have tried some acting roles in the city.  and some of the agents think i am 'promising' and have some talent.  but i do not have formal talent in writing or acting.  another agent said i was 'gifted' but i am afraid.  and that agent said i do not need to act, i am just good at it.  granted it is all deaf 'roll playing' on the auditon but they say that my emotions comes thru when i play character of being deaf.  i only hope...
Happy Easterr,
Love Pam.