But you can't get over the motivational hump to do it, because your self-esteem is crushed? (I'm genuinely trying to understand and find a workable angle here. This is foreign to me because while I've had plenty of self-loathing in my life, I also take no pleasure in food so it's never been my personal avenue of self-destruction.)
Couldn't forcing yourself to eat things you don't like kind of be its own form of self-loathing and punishment?
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