Well see, most of these so called problems aren't really problems that "I" can deal with. Or you could say that I have dealt with them but just haven't gotten myself to fully accept my decisions yet. The best way to deal with that is to give it time. The problems that I myself have can only be solved by time.
See it seems that the only way they can go away is for me to finish college and get a real job not some sucky internship.
There is NOTHING I can do to speed that up. No I cannot take courses elsewhere, no I cannot take more than 21 credits a semester, even if I took 21 instead of the 18 I normaly do, I'd still graduate at the same time.
There is NOTHING I can do but kill some time. EQ is the god of killing time.
Well actually, the only other thing I can do is win the lottery and buy my own house and have enough to live off..but that won't happen will it?
It's either EQ or getting a dog. I always wanted a dog - maybe an Akita? They're very nice and could probably live in a suburban home. But dog's are a big commitment and I don't know if I the dog could handle me being away from 8-6 every day.
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