My "friend" didn't make the payment on the money I borrowed through carecredit to get her husband's teeth fixed. She is fucking up the credit I am trying to rebuild. I got fucked by a fucker who lived in my home all year who I legally could have counted as a dependent since she didn't work, and who said it was perfectly ok and fair to do so, then got a notice that my tax return was denied because that social was used on someone else's tax form. I reporting fraud. I got fucked by my job because I didn't point my toes correctly and my reimbursement for required travel is way delayed. I am over 400 overdrawn on my checking because, as luck would have it, my extensive dental work from when I was a kid finally broke, and I had to shell out 1800 out of pocket (otherwise none of the other things would be hurting so badly...and gee if I hadn't helped out my friend I could have used carecredit for my teeth) and not only am I in a bad mood, I'm raged, and disgusted, and sick, and if it were even possible for me to fathom hurting my family I would get into my car and go 100 miles an hour into a large wall.
Nice guys finish last, and get used, and abused, and trampled on. I hate humanity for its cruelty and lies and selfishness and sneakiness, and the way such people thrive while the good people get nothing but shit on...and we smile as we take it and we smile as we help everyone else who does nothing but complain that they have to put in some effort to get all their free money and their carefree little lives of sucking the life out of everyone else.
If there were any way I could do it at all, I would disappear from everyone's face and live by a creek in a tent. I hate our society THAT MUCH.
Sorry you asked?
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