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Stormieweather · 12-18-2009, 01:02 PM

Just don't have a drink today. Tomorrow...well, decide tomorrow what you'll do tomorrow.

Sometimes I want to get drunk too. I miss the buzz, the loss of some serious inhibitions, the way everything seemed so much less gloomy (after the 2nd drink but before the 6th).

Except for the times when I woke up with my head pounding not remembering how I got wherever I was, or a deeply buried anger and/or sorrow surfaced and fell down my face in the form of tears or my brain disconnected from my mouth and bridges were burned.

I don't miss that.

6 years, 3 months, 16 days sobriety here.

You can do it.

12-18-2009, 01:02 PM	#5
Stormieweather Wearing her bitch boots Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Floriduh Posts: 1,181	Just don't have a drink today. Tomorrow...well, decide tomorrow what you'll do tomorrow. Sometimes I want to get drunk too. I miss the buzz, the loss of some serious inhibitions, the way everything seemed so much less gloomy (after the 2nd drink but before the 6th). Except for the times when I woke up with my head pounding not remembering how I got wherever I was, or a deeply buried anger and/or sorrow surfaced and fell down my face in the form of tears or my brain disconnected from my mouth and bridges were burned. I don't miss that. 6 years, 3 months, 16 days sobriety here. You can do it. __________________ "First they ignore you, then they ridicule you, then they fight you, then you win." - Mahatma Gandhi Last edited by Stormieweather; 12-18-2009 at 01:03 PM. Reason: I can't count.