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I don't think he needs fixing either.

But if it's about others then I just need a job.

I am not enjoying unemployment. I have an interview with possible graveyard which I don't want because ...well because I don't. I think I want to throw the interview and it makes me feel bad about myself I entertain such a thought. Yet I might look so casual that I get it anyway.
I can type at their desired speed as long as it isn't numbers. It's data entry and so I think it must be all about numbers. I might not get it for that fact alone.

In tough economic times should I care that a graveyard shift wreaks havoc on a persons system? I cannot sleep during the day and I still look like crap from my last graveyard job. My health is all I have left and I want to keep it. It is state though and great benefits and I might get lucky and get a day position.

Excuse the thinking out loud but one just gets all mixed up inside even when you know something good will happen eventually even when you might not get what you want and get what you don't. One can still move on from there if needed.



ps. Sundae - You seem to be a wonderful person, witty and bright with a great smile too!