[Shawnee123]

This thread came on the heels of a woman, who is my self-proclaimed "best friend in the world" (though the woman I consider my best friend would never act as such) freak out and pull some pretty intense shit on me.

I had to write off her, and her husband, last night. This too was not my doing. It was a very hurtful situation.

So I gave Tggr the power to upset me, and I shouldn't have. I guess I expect much out of people, in the form of standing up for what is right and for people they care about. My silly ideologies, having been trampled many times, still try to survive.

It isn't, in retrospect, about TGGR or his stupid comment (of course he'll call me out, of course it will be pointed out: it is known that I am an easy target if you aim in the right spot. What fun for all!) but about deeper hurts and breaches of trust.

We can just call it Shawnee overreacting as usual...it is the easiest way to view it.

The Good Reverend is neither good nor a reverend. He is not worth my keyboard.


@ mon: I want honor and respect. I want indignation at some asshole calling me a whore. I want too much.