So, you're fucked up and taking drugs. Well so are half the people on this forum... hell, half the people in America... and we've got guns.
Those of us that are in the same boat have enjoyed the hell out of your trip, without having to go out and deal with people, like you have. For that, I thank you very much. That said, don't feel you owe us regular reports or anything else, it's we that owe you for your enrichment of the forum.
The bottom line is take care of yourself first and foremost. When the spirit moves you, we'll be here to welcome you with open arms.