Remember this thread...wow, anyway, guess who popped back onto the radar recently....HORSE DUDE.
Seems he was having *baggage issues* previously, but didnt want to mention them because he didnt want me to think he had baggage...oh no, much better that I think youre a wanker.
The radio announcer dude and I went out three times when I decided that there wasnt enough room for me and his enthusiasm for himself in the relationship.....and....drum roll...I didnt sleep with him
Im growing up.
We shall call the other man in my life *the yank*, a few of you will be aware of him as he smashed my heart into a gazillion little pieces a few years back (not his fault), but it seems everytime we get in contact, the flames are rekindled and awaaaaaay we go....THIS time, I guess its do or die, because neither of us can handle the *what if* factor....its not gonna be all that easy considering he lives in Chicago at the moment.
We are having some time together in the next few months, he's coming over here in June or we will hook up in Vegas in September.
Oh, and Horse dude wants to take me out for dinner as a *sorry* for fucking me around previously.
::sigh::