Why would anyone wish you ill BigV? There's a couple who are a bit stand-offish but it doesn't mean they wish you ill.
We all know how hard this is for you, but surely you can't blame people if they've been bitten once before...can you?
You will get through this. As monster said, don't mess up the place you come to for comfort. Just let people care for you as they'd like.
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