Well.
I have found that no matter how many panic attacks and how much worry I have had over losing various relatives over the years, it did absolutely nothing to ease the pain when they actually did pass.
The only thing you can do is work every day at making sure you're as close as can be so there are no regrets. Oh, there will always be regrets. But few. Mom and I were close, but after the intial pain dulled a bit, that just helped me feel more like she never left.
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