Focus? Bof us?
If you're so focused wouldn't you have an inkling towards which side of the fence you will eventually fall? Are you waiting for a sign from God?
Just sayin' I've seen about 27 posts about how undecided you are...methinks thou doth undecideth too much. How many times do you need to reiterate how torn you are? How about just let us know when you've made a decision?