Shawnee, you remind me of me. Recently some really great things have come to pass for us and I catch myself thinking that something major is going to go wrong...or that I don't deserve it...
But, I also have this fear that if I think about it going wrong it is more likely to happen...so it sort of keeps me in balance.
Are there too many voices in my head?
Anyway, don't fear. All will be well. And remember...even if something goes wrong with the new job (which it won't) you are still no worse off than you were before.