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Sundae · 07-20-2008, 07:47 PM

Forget what I said about studying for the OU.
I'm out of here in a month.
All my supposed security blown away by HM's pissy mood.

HM?
Fuck him.
He who must not be named.

He came home pissed off.
I was still up - well, it's Sunday Night Music Club - much as I hate it, it happens every week and I don't say a word because it's his house. So I stay awake as long as I can in the hope that the random people he brings home from the pub don't wake me up.

About 01.00 I hear a yell. I scream (I had my earplugs in, didn't know anyone was in)
Apparently Hely has broken his lamp.
Earplugs out, I can hear him cussing and huffing and puffing and he shouts out again because he has cut himself.

At this point I dress and go to say he doesn't have to do that (clear up) I will do it for him tomorrow.

He says he'll do it himself

I go to the toilet and realise he has brought home a scrappy end of toilet roll (I have bought the last 16 now) and mention it to him. He says yes he brought it back because he knew there wasn't any

He then asks when Hely is going to be let out
I say I had her innoculated yesterday (I did it on my own, despite the fact he said he would take us in his car) but I wasn't happy with her going out just yet

I say - I'll buy you a new lamp, you know I'll buy you a new lamp
admittedly I am angry at this point
Angry re the usual Sunday night no sleep
Angry re the usual Cherry clean up (the only room he has to do is the living room and that is a tip and has been for 6 weeks)
Angry re his so often repeated idea that Hely needs to be let out despite the risk of her bolting
Angry just anyway

He - DON'T YOU DARE GET ANNOYED AT ME!
Me - YES I AM ANNOYED BECAUSE.... (door slammed in face along with something muttered)

so I go into my room saying
Me - FINE! shut door
(but I bet you.....)

Him at door
I WANT YOU OUT IN A MONTH

So that's that babbas.
After all my swallowing my annoyance at Sunday night disturbances, at cleaning up after him in the kitchen daily, at my 3 room clean every week and him doing nothing. It all comes down to this. Barely nothing, and I'm out.

Of coure he probably doesn't mean it.
But after what wasn't even a disagreement - I mean I raised my voice for half a sentence, and that after he had raised his - how can I ever feel secure again?

Details given (and I hope you'll note they never were before) because this time I know I was annoyed but I did not lose my temper and was not in the wrong.

So much for being here for the next 6 years.
Looks like I'll have to move back to Mum & Dad's after all.
Very, very unhappy tonight.

07-20-2008, 07:47 PM	#2213
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	Forget what I said about studying for the OU. I'm out of here in a month. All my supposed security blown away by HM's pissy mood. HM? Fuck him. He who must not be named. He came home pissed off. I was still up - well, it's Sunday Night Music Club - much as I hate it, it happens every week and I don't say a word because it's his house. So I stay awake as long as I can in the hope that the random people he brings home from the pub don't wake me up. About 01.00 I hear a yell. I scream (I had my earplugs in, didn't know anyone was in) Apparently Hely has broken his lamp. Earplugs out, I can hear him cussing and huffing and puffing and he shouts out again because he has cut himself. At this point I dress and go to say he doesn't have to do that (clear up) I will do it for him tomorrow. He says he'll do it himself I go to the toilet and realise he has brought home a scrappy end of toilet roll (I have bought the last 16 now) and mention it to him. He says yes he brought it back because he knew there wasn't any He then asks when Hely is going to be let out I say I had her innoculated yesterday (I did it on my own, despite the fact he said he would take us in his car) but I wasn't happy with her going out just yet I say - I'll buy you a new lamp, you know I'll buy you a new lamp admittedly I am angry at this point Angry re the usual Sunday night no sleep Angry re the usual Cherry clean up (the only room he has to do is the living room and that is a tip and has been for 6 weeks) Angry re his so often repeated idea that Hely needs to be let out despite the risk of her bolting Angry just anyway He - DON'T YOU DARE GET ANNOYED AT ME! Me - YES I AM ANNOYED BECAUSE.... (door slammed in face along with something muttered) so I go into my room saying Me - FINE! shut door (but I bet you.....) Him at door I WANT YOU OUT IN A MONTH So that's that babbas. After all my swallowing my annoyance at Sunday night disturbances, at cleaning up after him in the kitchen daily, at my 3 room clean every week and him doing nothing. It all comes down to this. Barely nothing, and I'm out. Of coure he probably doesn't mean it. But after what wasn't even a disagreement - I mean I raised my voice for half a sentence, and that after he had raised his - how can I ever feel secure again? Details given (and I hope you'll note they never were before) because this time I know I was annoyed but I did not lose my temper and was not in the wrong. So much for being here for the next 6 years. Looks like I'll have to move back to Mum & Dad's after all. Very, very unhappy tonight. Last edited by xoxoxoBruce; 07-21-2008 at 07:54 AM.