If dreams or an irrational fear are the indicators then I must have died in a house fire :P
Since the age of about 15 I've had this fear of fire. It tends to hit as I go to bed. I often (especially if in a troubled state of mind) head to bed with escape routes running through my mind. How to get out if I can't get downstairs? How to get the dog out? This shit sometimes keeps me awake. It's one of the reasons I fight falling asleep, I think.
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