Bri, I just wrote a long philosophical message about common feelings and circumstances. I just flushed it, because the simple thing is, the physical stuff is hurting our emotioal stuff. But it's all temporary, more so for you, because you're much younger than me. You don't have to be lonely, because you have all us Cellarites who love you, but there are people close by you who love you also.
You can't pick your relatives, but you can pick who you love, You sometimes can't control being broke, but you don't have to be poor. Choose to be loved, because you are, and that's the true reality.
Ah nuts, I got philosophical again. OK, you can't pick your circumstances, but you can pick your nose.
It works for me.