Oh no! That would give up your chance of visiting Cicero this year!!
No really, if it weren't for my hasty not-well-thought-out decisions sometimes....I think I would be in an incredible rut in some small stinky town working on a factory line or something, married to a guy named, Guy, that wears raccoon hats, and drinks a case of natural light every day before going down to the unemployment line. (again) Our cutlass sierra from the 80's would be in good condition aside from guy's fallen roaches, burning the seats while he was driving around while I would be at work for my 10 hour shifts, at minimum wage in a poverty stricken area. Ok that's just one possibility.....and that can go on and on...anyhoo....
I was talking about moving and over-worrying in the other post for a reason.
Cheer up and think about how to solve the issue and enhance your life at the same time. Then you would just be enhancing your life and there would be no problem at all....You are a creative person.....I'm sure you'll figure out how to make things life-enhancing rather than problems to deal with. ?
(don't listen to me I'm no sage)