I just realised i'm pretty passionate about what I do. So I took the first step towards getting paid for it today....
Lookout, don't fret. it's impossible to be upbeat and optimistic 24/7 for your entire working life unless you do bucket loads of illegals drugs and your working life is mysteriously truncated. This is a natural regrouping point and you're ahead of the game by recognising it before you went postal.