shoot, thanks for putting words together so nicely and describing what is going on with me. I"ve never been very good telling my side of things--i just get all frustrated and figure people should just KNOW--ha! I'm delusional, I know that! Your posts have kept me company these past two days and i thank you and alll the other dwellars who have posted or just had a thought of me at some point. I am going to go see a psychologist who works with cancer pts. and see what we can do about gettting me a new oncologist. I HATE my oncologist. We have a failure to communicate....well, it's not so much that it's that he can't BELIEVE i'm in pain and miserable and I can't believe he can't believe it! He doesn't see what the fuss is all about.
Good lord,the skin on my hands looks like gnarled wood. oh, this stuff ages you.
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