You're not going to die Bri, and no one in heaven hell or anywhere in between cares if you pay your bills on time or not, and your kids love you just because you're their mum, and they would love you no matter how many times you fuck up. That's the good thing about kids. Just the fact that you are thinking of them now at this time puts the lie to your selfishness.
Stay strong. You know you can do it, and you will do it.
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Kind words are the music of the world. F. W. Faber
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