[Spectacle]

My landlord took his own life last week.

Didn't see that one coming.

I started to post here because I enjoy commenting or giving advice to others. But I rarely, seldom disclose personal information. And yet here I am, feeling confused and empty. He was not a friend of mine, just an acquaintance for the years I've lived here. He wasn't very personable, so I never felt the need to be personable with him. I know him as well as you home owners know your mailman.

But I have been thinking more than I usually do. What motivates someone to do this? Should I feel more sorrow? I don't think I am a terrible person, but I just might be.