y'know, i cannot find a single digital image of her right now. i have plenty of snapshots, so once i get one scanned i will post it.
i think humour is totally appropriate when, as whit said, it was something that would have made her laugh. and she laughed at a lot of things.
the thing about me deciding to be strong, is that my brothers all decided the same thing. so thats kind of wierd.
actually, we really pulled together this week. i think its something angie would be proud of, bringing her brothers so close. its terribly painful, but at least we can lean on each other. the hardest thing is that i live 2 hours away from them. so i worry, but i know they can handle themselves.
it goes in waves. sometimes im horribly depressed and i wish i could just sleep forever, and other times im on top of the world thinking about the fun we had. still other times im a horrible asshole, angry at everything. so i may not be handling it quite right, but at least im not bottling it in.
~james