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Isn't it sad that I would have one of his feet in the grave already just to be sure about something instead of dealing with not knowing?
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Don't be too hard on yourself Cic. A part of the human mind is always scanning for danger, for things that might threaten us, or destabilise us. Looking for and internally rehearsing how we'll respond. It's just a survival of that danger sense, when we try to 'pre-cope' with things we fear may occur.