I am very happy to see you back, Shawnee123.
I wasn't insulted by your remarks so it's not my place to forgive. However, as one of the stunned "innocent bystanders", I found the whole outburst completely out of character. I'm willing to chalk it up to temporary insanity or "displacement" or whatever. Your actions and your posts will tell for sure. And last week was only one step back in a long line of steps forward.
The most important step forward is this thread. You don't drown if you fall face down in the mud, you only drown if you stay there. Glad to see you on your feet again.