My question is this Shawnee, if you feel close enough to 'us' that you are actually hurt by what you felt were personal attacts by some, then why not share with us what exactly is going on personally, so that we may understand as well? There is a high likelyhood that, even if someone can't directly help you here, just by 'talking' about it, the perspective you'll get is worth the time it took to post ten-hundred-fold.
I have learned that when I'm in certain 'moods' there are things I just shouldn't do because they will always have bad consequences.
(doesn't mean i always stay out of certain situations, i have a short memory sometimes...
)
Whatever is going on, if you can't handle any more stress, why bring more onto yourself by doing something that will get you worked up?
Good luck with whatever is going on, I hope you can focus on getting that taken care of so that you can get back to yourself.
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