I agree with SundaeGirl, that I owe an apology to Wolf and Zippy for my outburst. I was hurting inside so much, and feeling ganged up on I wanted someone to hurt as much as their complacency and lack of compassion hurt me. The things I said were wrong.
Having said that, I will not concede that they weren't having fun at my expense at first. I wondered if that is the role of a moderator, to get joy out of someone on the edge.
I may post from time to time. Those who have supported me and said they hoped I came back, well, your words meant so much to me. The others who still found it uproariously funny, I have put on ignore. The biggest hurt came from a couple of people who seem to argue and foster anger in so many here, yet I continued to talk to them and be nice and try to understand...they too were more than happy to plunge their little knives in my back.
I won't name any names, but you who are kind, you know who you are. You who are not, I don't need to let you push me any more.
Wolf, Zippy...sorry for my harsh words.
Even with the people here with a penchant for cruelty (does it make them feel better about themselves in some way?) I have met some of the most amazing people here. It's my loss if I let the bad apples ruin that for me.
