Yes it's selfish for me but it's also selfish for her. I just feel so insecure. 2 years of knowing I can kiss her and hold her and that I have a significant other has been my way of life. Now, it's uncertainty, emptiness. I just feel blank. She found out I did pot and she got angry and IM'd me last nite but I was studying for a calc test that I failed today.
Everything still sucks.