[lookout123]

now take a deep breath and reread what i just posted. please cite the area that said "marichiko should fuck off and die, i wish she were banned right now?" i made a statement. i believe it to be a statement of fact but folks who have been here a lot longer than us are free to correct me. you, however, are not free to play the martyr and pretend my post was another attack on you. THAT right there is what pisses some cellarites off about you. you are a freaking martyr.

that being said, you are right i did send you a PM once telling you to come back. it had nothing to do with your being banned, though - i was dealing with RL stuff then. i don't save my PM's so i can't quote it here, but i believe it was after one of your little fits where you stormed off in a huff and said you weren't coming back. i think i told you to calm down and come back when you are able to post in a way that isn't designed to draw flames. i have a tendency to do that. another cellarite who has the ability to piss me off like no other had an extended absence and I PM'd her telling her to come back. not because i like her or agree with her ideas, but because one of the things i like about the cellar is the fact that there are so MANY ideas. if you've got ideas - share them. if you are just looking for drama or inspiration to support a martyr complex expect to get ripped on or ignored. that is the way of life.