Probably not. If it is so hard for you, maybe it isn't best for you to be friends. I understand where you are coming from though and have done the same things myself. I don't do it now, mainly because we live in different states. Hopefully, I am going home for the holidays and will probably run into my ex. I am scared that I am going to fall into that whole thing again, but I am scared more because I know seeing him will confirm my feelings for him. I do love him, but it is hard when you realize that love isn't enough.
Edit to add: sorry, I was trying to help, but realized after I posted that I just dumped all my crap into the thread. Apparently I will never learn either!!
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