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I'm sorry guys & gals if I've been a dick lately... I've been in a lot of pain for a bit and I'm actually terrified about the future.
Not many in my "real" life know about this beyond my immediate family... I fell last week and did something to my hip. It is getting worse, I think I may have a small fracture, I know I bruised the bone pretty badly and am pretty sure I did something to the joint.
My family is talking around it, but I know that they are thinking about things that I don't want to hear... things that have to do with what little independence I have left. I'm not ready... and I can't think clearly through all this pain. There's so little left of me.
I'm being hollowed out a little at a time.
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