You know, I think confidence was the greatest thing I took from that whole experience. I went from a very shy, depressed guy to an extremly confident, god-like being. I learned what it was like to have self-confidence for the first time. It's a pretty fucked up way to learn it, but it tasted good. I think that a person has to believe in themself, and I guess this is the only way I could do it at the time.
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