I've been watching myself since I wrote this, and I've come the the conclusion that I make a concerted effort to push people away. I'm keeping everyone but my wife at a safe distance. I don't remember what all I wrote above, but i'm pretty sure this is it.
I guess i'm happy the way I am, but it's always good to know potential weak spots. The next time I decide to go through a life change, perhaps i'll give this a critical look.
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