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Thanks for the replies.
I think I am happy. Sometimes, I get annoyed, occasionally I have outbursts, as Wolf says, "like normal people".

I'm not so concerned about SWMBO's opinion, but curious because I am a frim believer in the powers of self delusion. Perhaps I most often deal with anger by turning it inward rather than raging out loud for everyone else to enjoy.

Sometimes I just have these moments of feelings of rage that wash over me for a few moments. They aren't caused by anything such as an asshole driver, for example. They only last a moment or so and pass, leaving a post adrenalin buzz.

I don't feel like hitting walls or kicking cats or anything. It's like a little rush. Anyway, I wonder if I'm just keeping a lid on anger but it is seeping out in my words and actions etc without me knowing it.

I guess I could say in regard to pie's point, yes, I am outraged by a lot of what is going on i the world right now, but I don't really let that get my hackles up.

Gonna think about it while I sleep.
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