[Ra]

I'm about the same age as you Sycamore and am feeling the exact same way. Could it be something that people feel when they get around that age? I think its kind of a realization that we're growing up, finally. I mean, you could have the jobs the kids the mortgage but still have that youthful exuberance and feeling that you're going to live forever. And then it sinks in that you're going to grow old and not live forever, and everything's not going to be alright. Maybe, its just me.