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The saga continues: After getting my heart handed to me I COMPLETELY freaked out. She comes to me yesterday and says that she "thinks she made the wrong decision" Well I gotta say that I am a very emotional person who built a wall around my feelings because I just cannot handle the extremes of my emotions. I let everything go with her to try and see what "complete honesty" would be like. Also I have been with like 5 women in my life and married my High School Sweetheart, so I am extremely inexperienced in these situations. Anyway, last night we went to talk and ended up in bed (I know, you're all shocked) It was great, as usual, but now I feel like I want her to try to work things out with this other guy and see what happens. If it does then I never had her anyway, and if it doesn't maybe we can try again later. I gotta say that even after everything she did, my heart, not my ____, still yearns for her, yet I feel sorta empty this am. OK, deep breath, lemme have it.
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