[Sun_Sparkz]

way to go clod, how exciting it will be to tell your loved ones.

I sympathise with you a lot on all the tests you had to go through, im in the process of going through a lot of biopsies and ultrasounds myself.. (but not cuz i wanna have a baby). When my gyno told me that it was unlikely that i would be able to concieve easily.. i cant say that i really minded. i always thought of becoming pregnant as something that i would like to be a fate driven thing. You see TV shows about mums trying for years and years and it makes me feel so frusterated. i think there is a reason that some people cant have their own children.. like i think maybe when the time comes for me to be ready to raise another human being, that the child i adopt will be in need of my care.. and that fate will be evened out that way. Everything happens for a reason...