Question: you don't say how old your child is? Personally speaking, I wanted to divorce my child's father for the better part of the first 3 years of her life. (she's 4 now). I felt trapped and I hated him for not feeling the awesome responsibility for her that I did, for going to work and having a cool career, for everything he did and everything he didn't do. Bringing a child into the picture is so consuming and so completely life-altering and no one ever tells you what it's really like! Mercifully, I was able to contain myself with a little help from some meds and lots of support from friends. Counseling is definitely the right first step for you to sort out your priorities in life. Good luck!
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