Thanks for the input and encouragement, I needed it. I love him, and our life that we've made together so far. Hopefully I can get over my issues and we can move on. I've looked up psychologists , but am not sure how to pick one. Just call em and see, I guess. I also need to check what my insurance will cover, sure would be nice if it would pick up some of the bill.
Grant, tell your parents happy anniversary from me!