I still understand your point of view, even though it's the exact opposite of what everyone here thinks is right for you. I get it.
You're trying to gain insight by asking for advice, but in your heart, you already know exactly what you want to do/ will do. I've done the same thing here.
If I listened to everyone here, I would've divorced my husband twice already, but we're still together and I'm happy about that.
No one really knows the situation like you do and it's so easy to give advice. It's not easy to receive and utilize, though.
Do what you have to do, but please try to find a way to hang on to some sense of self-worth and self esteem. THAT'S what you need to be latching on to right now.
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