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Originally posted by Yelof
if you do not make your payments you may lose your house 
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That may be more true than I'd like to think...
Moving out is not really financially viable right now. Feelings aside I've got a very good deal living there and as I'm uncertain with regard to the future of my job etc. it doesn't make sense to up and leave. As for the emotional cost... oh I don't know maybe I enjoy getting my heart broken. This is the second time.
What do you mean be demanding on him? Are you saying I should try and force him? I don't think he'd respond too well to that, and I wouldn't want it to be forced anyway. Is there a way of making him see? Maybe I should go and sleep with someone and see his reaction, just like he did to me. Maybe it would make things clearer in his head. It wouldn't be spiteful, more of an experiment. What do you think?